Sean, I'm absolutely gobsmacked to think that you could ever be depressed. From a distance at least, you seem to be the last person on earth who'd ever be depressed.
On the issue of your writing, I just wanted to say I constantly find this blog inspiring. It makes me laugh, but it also makes me sit back with a sense of perspective amidst all the rush & chaos of normal life. There's just something very unique about how you look at the world, and then how you write about it, and it's great to be able to see that in blog-sized bites.
I don't like hogging the comments box, but I did want to say thanks for putting your writing on-line. No thanks for the cryptics, though. I've been working on the first one since last August...